lately the wind to blog has been,taken out of me and odie..
someone once told me that it was in these moments one,needed to blog the most:for happiness for perseverance for sanity.
well, Here we are. Face to face with the matrix via Samsung cellphone virtualkeyboard. None of this blog is real. Just ones and zeros unseen untouched flying through the air… Tomorrow.a kill switch.could end my year of blogging. And it would be as if it never existed. Yet we blog nonetheless.
Im always Wondering why Keanu never asked, “what happens if I take both pills”
For..cant one live in the.fantasy of the false world while knowing the horrors of the reality? That.cozy.safe spot ; a mellowing haze of opiates damping the screams of the dying?
Is that not what some of us choose to do everyday? Is that not.what most of us choose to.do everyday. Living bandaid to bandaid..
The fear of having its camouflage flesh torn off, revealing the jagged unhealed wound underneath is unbearable isnt it.
Better the remain silent. Easier to
Hide behind moments of silence.
♡ o and om